Every now and again, I get this ‘feeling’. There is no pattern to it, however it normally happens when I have been upset, or stressed. I find it hard to describe, but it is a feeling of intense exhaustion. I can lie down whereever I am, and will be unable to move, or even speak.
I will be so exhausted that I start to dribble, (sorry too much info I know), and I can’t even move my face to stop it.
I remember being in this state once when I heard my dog being attacked outside. I was unable to move, I just lay there, hearing his screams. It wasn’t that I was frozen to the spot, I just physically couldn’t move. Perhaps my head goes to a ‘place’ – I don’t know.
The strange thing is, as quick as it comes, it goes again – and I can jump up and be perfectly fine again.
Does anyone else experience this? Is this a BPD thing or something else?
Take Care. x