I feel so upset. I binged and purged again tonight. My body hurts, I’ve cried too much (purging always makes me upset). I still feel disgusting, fat, ugly.
I took both dogs for a walk and the little one was screaming and jumping about because she is on box rest after her operation. It really got to me so when I got home I started to comfort eat, and didn’t stop.
At the end, I felt disgusting, I could feel it all in my stomach and knew I couldn’t leave it there.