Why is night the worst?

I’m lying here in bed, and it’s like a dark cloud has settled over me. My night has been okay, hogans foot seems a little better and I had a nice chat to Jen. I even read some comments on Facebook about the fact that I wasn’t at the show on Sunday, and people missed me.

I think I’m lonely, and that makes me depressed. I feel down, I feel exhausted and I feel emotional. I just need a hug 😦


  1. Here is the best I can do xx (((hugs)))

    1. Thank you my lovely. You always make me feel better xxx

      1. I hope the darkness goes away soonxx

  2. Night is always the worst for me and I think its mostly due to feeling so f’ing lonely. There was an entire day where someone somewhere could have said sent a text or email, or called, or WHATEVER… but didn’t. And I feel way weird being the one to reach out. I always feel like I’m saying the wrong thing. If someone emails me and I email back, then don’t ever hear back from them… I’m SURE I said SOMETHING wrong but don’t have a clue what! Even if someone did send a short text or something it doesn’t seem enough anymore. I wish I could just be content alone, just be happy with any kind of contact. But I’m not! I wish I was a LOT of things I’m not though. 🙂

    I hope you feel better tonight. People missed you and that’s good! Hope tomorrow is good. 🙂

    1. Thanks Hun. You know I’m always here for you – you just need to drop me a line xxx

      1. Thanks 🙂 You too!

  3. Nights were always tricky for me too. Something about the darkness that made me feel even more claustrophobic than I already did in my head. xx

  4. It’s sometimes hard to see when you’re feeling very low but, there is at least one major positive to take from this – your friends clearly miss you and care about you a lot. 🙂

  5. aimeecatherine · · Reply

    I have the same feeling every night. It’s like it’s a totally different life. Blog and talk your way to sleep if you need it. I like to read and comment to make me sleep

    1. Yes that helps me too. Sometimes I make a locked post about how suicidal I’m feeling, then delete it the next day. Its almost like its not me writing! Xx

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