Category Stories of Life

Surefire way to fail a GCSE English Exam

As a said in the previous post, I have been going through some old paperwork and came across quite a few items which demonstrate that even in my early teens, I was already showing the classic signs of Borderline Personality, it just wasn’t recognised. Picture the scene; We have been revising war poems all term, […]

Review of care letter

I was going through some old paperwork and came across this letter – a letter written by the mental health team, reviewing my situation as it was at the date of the letter (in 2011). I have blanked out some names/contact details for obvious reasons. Reading this back it seems like a lifetime ago. I […]

Lockdown and another suicide attempt (with note)

I found this post, made a couple of months ago, and locked. Reading through it shows me how far I have come over the past 18 months, how better things really are. Yes, I am worried about my declining mental health, but at least I still have some functionality in my life and am managing […]

The lengths we go to.

After reading a post on Lexi’s blog about how bulimia is disgusting, and dirty, rather than beautiful and strong, I was reminded of one of the worst experiences I had with the disorder. I am sharing this in order to show those people, currently thinking that bulimia is an easy way to lose weight (you […]

An excerpt from ‘the life in the night’ – Part Six *explicit*

 Viagra Mar. 19th, 2008 at 6:47 PM Well, after having a quiet few days (probably a good thing as needed to get some  assignments in) I had what was supposed to be a 3 hour job today, although I think there may have been a mix up so it was a 2 hour instead, good […]

An excerpt from ‘the life in the night’ – Part Five *explicit*

 The loving father Mar. 15th, 2008 at 9:12 AM My client last night was a 2 hour job 10 minutes from my house. Despite this, I got lost, and when the agency gave me his number to get directions I panicked about ringing him before the booking – silly really! I was contemplating not going […]

An excerpt from ‘the life in the night’ – Part four *explicit*

 Too young for him?! Mar. 12th, 2008 at 11:58 PM I wasn’t expecting to be working tonight, so had stuffed myself full of spag bol when the agency rings at 7.15 – any chance of making an appointment in the Marriott for 9.30. Dammit – there goes the night off and the chance to work […]