Tag Archives: Eating Disorder

I can see a positive difference in myself

Yesterday I was faced with a situation which I have found myself in before, and this time, I reacted completely differently. For those of you who weren’t following me in the early days, you can read about the bus driver here. About two years ago, I walked into him in Tesco – inevitable really as […]

Determined not to be alone on valentines day?

I know it sounds stupid, petty and crazy but it means a lot to me that I am not alone on Valentines Day. I know it is only a day, and it is really commercialised, but it has become really important to me that I am secure that people love me, and being alone on […]

Memories of an Eating Disordered Teen *ED Triggering*

On Tuesday night I went to spend the night with my friend Kim, and we got talking about Bulimia, and I suddenly remembered that at one time when my eating was bad, I had kept a livejournal, and after a little searching, I managed to find it. After reading through it, I can identify how […]

Systems are down

This morning is a little frustrating as all the computer systems are down at work so we are sitting and twiddling our thumbs until the I.T. company arrive and fix them for us. Sunday night wasn’t such a great night. After a reasonable day on Sunday, I suddenly found myself with quite strong urges to […]

Bummer

I feel so upset. I binged and purged again tonight. My body hurts, I’ve cried too much (purging always makes me upset). I still feel disgusting, fat, ugly. I took both dogs for a walk and the little one was screaming and jumping about because she is on box rest after her operation. It really […]

The lengths we go to.

After reading a post on Lexi’s blog about how bulimia is disgusting, and dirty, rather than beautiful and strong, I was reminded of one of the worst experiences I had with the disorder. I am sharing this in order to show those people, currently thinking that bulimia is an easy way to lose weight (you […]

Ultrasound Liposuction

So, I get this e-mail every morning from a company called Groupon, offering anything from 50 – 80% off products, normally  new companies that are trying to drum up business. I do buy a lot of stuff from it, usually thinks like photo canvas’s (good as presents, especially at £12 instead of £70!) and photo […]