Tag Archives: Suicide


Fugly = Fucking. Ugly. (Yes that’s me). I am having a very bad night. Every time I look in the mirror I see this disgusting person looking back at me. FAT FAT FAT. Rolls of it, everywhere. Why can’t I stop eating???? Because I am weak. I’ve known this all along. Anorexia the god, bulimia […]

Lockdown and another suicide attempt (with note)

I found this post, made a couple of months ago, and locked. Reading through it shows me how far I have come over the past 18 months, how better things really are. Yes, I am worried about my declining mental health, but at least I still have some functionality in my life and am managing […]

Scared about being on my own

I’m scared about going back to the house this evening. I don’t feel good at the moment, my head is in a bad place, and I don’t feel safe with myself. I had strong urges to cut last night, and I’m pretty sure I would have done if I was in my own house. Thank […]

*and breathe* *Triggering*

I have a draw full of Diazepam and I want to take it all. I can’t get rid of my rage right now. I am angry, so angry, I want to cry, I want to be violent!!!!! I can now understand how murders happen. I want to take pills. I think I will. I attempted […]

Suicide – Read this first

If by my posting this article, one life is saved, it will be worth it. Please read – maybe it will save a life. If you are feeling suicidal now, please stop long enough to read this. It will only take about five minutes. I do not want to talk you out of your bad […]

‘A few more scars won’t hurt’ *TRIGGERING IMAGES*

PLEASE DO NOT READ IF YOU WILL BE TRIGGERED. CONTAINS IMAGES OF SELF HARM. The mantra used by most self harmers which couldn’t be further from the truth. How do your scars affect your daily life? I try to use mine to show other self harmers what NOT to do. For a long while, I […]

And it continues

Today has been awful so far. I woke up late, and my hand was really sore. I couldn’t get the motivation to get up out of bed, or do to anything in fact. My brother is visiting this weekend. Now don’t get me wrong, I love my brother, but let me explain a little of […]