Tag Archives: weight

Still here, and still being good :)

It’s been a little while since my last update so wanted to post about how things have been going. My dad is coping well with chemotherapy and for the first time in my life, we have been talking more. I still find it very difficult to actually talk to him about his illness, and half […]

Body dysmorphic or just plain ugly?

For most of my life I have hated my body, and everything about it. There have been occassions when I have looked at pictures of myself and thought I look pretty, but in those photographs I am usually wearing a lot of make up and my hair is done. On a normal day to day […]

Quick Update

So things are still going well here, probably because I am managing to stick to my diet. When I am on a diet, I sometimes feel that my whole day and the emotions within it can be affected by what is displayed on the scales that morning. I have to be very careful to not […]

Things have settled down

Just wanted to do a little post while I’m feeling good, because I want to make sure my blog is a true representation of what life with BPD is like – are although they haven’t been too often in my life so far, there ARE good times, and I am currently in one. I have […]

He won’t like me.

As you may or may not know, I am off to Iceland at the end of this week, with Simon, by friend with benefits. I am really looking forward to it, and looking forward to enjoying his company, but I am dreading the fact that he is going to see me naked. I know he’s […]

Memories of an Eating Disordered Teen *ED Triggering*

On Tuesday night I went to spend the night with my friend Kim, and we got talking about Bulimia, and I suddenly remembered that at one time when my eating was bad, I had kept a livejournal, and after a little searching, I managed to find it. After reading through it, I can identify how […]

It’s been a long 24 hours.

So, let me start at the beginning. Yesterday morning, the phone rings, and it’s the estate agent; the vendor has pulled out. Apparently she’s been having some boyfriend trouble so has decided to stay where she is and not sell up. Initially, I don’t think the news sank in. Of course, I knew nothing was […]