Tag Archives: boyfriend
A letter to my partner
Never in my life did I think I would maintain a relationship with someone. That I would love someone and they would love me back. I grew up thinking I was different, tainted, wrong, broken, unworthy. I jumped from man to man (to woman!) each time, the relationship becoming very intense very quickly, then coming […]
Communication Issues
James and I have been having some communication issues over the last week and I am going to talk them out to try and make sense of them. I will add my thoughts on where I/we went wrong, along the way. Last Saturday we attended the wedding of one of my friends, and we had […]
An update on life, death, babies and boyfriends.
It’s been so long and I have so much to update you on, I will try to keep this in some type of format and not make it too boring! 1) Dad Last month I wrote about how the hormone treatment for my dads prostate/bone cancer was no longer working, and that he needed chemotherapy. […]
An update on being recovered from BPD (and how I have realised there is no such thing)
So things are still running smoothly in my life right now but I feel I need to post to get a few things down on ‘paper’ so to speak. Over the last couple of blog entries I have posted about how I think, or believe, that I am now ‘recovered’ from Borderline due to me […]
A huge decision and a bombshell
So today, I made a big decision. Some of you might not agree with it, hell, I’m not even sure if it is the right one to make, but I will explain how I got there. I took quite a few big steps last night, the first being going through my medicine cabinet, and throwing […]
More updates and assessments
It’s been a good couple of days, quite productive in many ways. I am still feeling good about the way things are going, especially where James in concerned. I really feel as though I am falling in love with him – I know I have only known him for three weeks but this is how […]
Still feeling good
I want to keep posting while I am feeling good to show you guys that things CAN go well whilst living with this horrible disorder. I have been, on the whole, feeling very positive now for a little while, and despite issues arising (with my Mum etc) or confrontational situations, I have dealt with them […]
The Borderline ‘Back Off’
What AM I doing? The last day or so I have felt like I want to stop this relationship between myself and Chris before it even starts. My reason? I don’t think I even know myself. He is literally perfect, or seems to be. Polite, a real gentleman, caring, wants the same things out of […]
First date report :)
Well it was my first date last night with Chris (I’ve changed his name for obvious reasons). I was actually really excited all day up until 4pm, when I started getting nervous. He suddenly had to go into work, so we had to change the plans a little, but decided on meeting at a pub […]
Home
I am home, and have mixed feelings. I was so glad to get back and give Hogan a cuddle, and he hasn’t left my side since. I have missed him so, so much. I spoke to Kim this morning. I am so confused about how I feel about the situation with regards to Simon, his […]
Life after BPD 
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